Buck Angel will be descending on the Yale University Campus February 13-14, 2010, to join some of the brightest minds on the planet for a Master's Tea!
Sex Week At Yale 2010, an interdisciplinary sex education program designed to pique academia's interest in sex, intimacy and relationships through interactive events, will be featuring Buck Angel as the keynote speaker of a Master's Tea ("Buck Angel: Uncensored"), and as a headliner on a panel discussion on race and gender in the adult entertainment industry.
Buck Angel, the award-winning actor, activist, producer, and educator, who is also currently hosting his own weekly mega-hit show BUCKING THE SYSTEM (http://www.youtube.com/buckangelent), considers his upcoming participation in Sex Week At Yale to be a huge honor: "I was blown away when I received the call to be a part of this important event. Sex Week at Yale is a great platform to educate people about sexuality, gender and identity politics. I am very proud to be associated with the nation's most acclaimed college sex celebration!"
Last year, Sex Week At Yale made great strides, bringing a combination of authors, professors, television personalities, film makers, and celebrities from all over the world to center stage to partake in a week of thought-provoking presentations, performances, discussions, and screenings. Sex Week At Yale 2010 is expected to be the most exciting, educational and mind-opening week yet, with Buck Angel
Smitten Kitten in Minn. invited me to celebrate with them for their 6th bday! They were the very first store in the USA to have the balls to carry my very first DVD. After that we formed a great relationship. They started around the same time that i did and we have seen each other grow leaps and bounds.
My trip started with an early flight from Mexico to be picked up by Clare at the airport. That is always cool when you don't have to take a cab. Then off to eat and check into my hotel. I rested for about an hour then she picked me up for my first night at the Kitten. I did a talk about my life in the porn business, How I started and some of my background. Then I opened it up to a Q & A. I had a packed house which is always nice. They really support my work there and you can feel it by the great energy people gave off. These are pics from that first night at the shop.
The next night I did a DVD signing for my new release ULTIMATE FUCKING CLUB it was the world premiere of the film and we showed it while everyone just mingled. I signed lots of DVDs and posters.
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Now I am on day three and non stop between going to the gym with Clare everyday. She was so nice to pick me up and take me. I freak out if I miss the gym..So now it's saturday night and I have to do my BDSM performance. I had two really great guys show up to perform with me and we practiced only the day of but we all had great energy together it worked out. Alison was nice enogh to use her camera to catch some of it.
He is one of the most famous porn stars in the world with an impressive collection of films under his belt. He has been photographed and captured by many artists worldwide. He is ruggedly handsome, layered in stunning tattoos and his pierced sexy muscled body is a stunning example of manhood. But there are plenty more other reasons why Californian born Buck Angel is so captivating and fascinating. Buck is a self made man like no other. He was born and raised as Susan.
“A lot of people ask me what it was like growing up as a girl… it’s funny because I was never raised that way,” says Buck.
“I was a tomboy. I wore boys clothes and played outside a lot. Everyone always treated me like a boy growing up so always felt I was one.”
Susan was tall, beautiful, athletic and graceful. She was a star athlete, excelling in track and field sports. She also had a promising career as a professional model that saw her going overseas to Europe and the UK. But all of those opportunities were slowly destroyed with the gradual onset of puberty, which was totally traumatic for her.
“All those hormones rushed around my body, which quickly started to change and I began menstruating. I grew breasts. I felt this utter disconnection from my body, which really didn’t feel like mine anymore. What was happening within my body didn’t match up with how I saw myself.”
People also changed the way they treated Susan. She was always attracted to girls and suddenly she was expected to like boys, wear dresses and expected to be and act like a girl – something that felt quite foreign.
“What was worse was that I felt so alone in all of that. I couldn’t express myself or my feelings to anyone else. You have to understand that it was a very different time… people weren’t understanding of ‘gay’ let alone ‘transsexual’. Everyone else seemed at ease and perfectly happy with what was going on with their bodies. I was really depressed and I went inside myself. I started acting out and becoming incredibly self destructive… but I didn’t know what else to do.”
Susan started drinking heavily, using drugs, and acting out in self-destructive ways. Her distraught parents helped her get into an expensive $30,000 rehab center where she was pampered while being given a chance to beat her addictions. It didn’t work too well, and within days of being out of the program, she was using drugs again. Her parents had enough, and kicked her out of home. It was something that Buck says needed to happen.
Luckily androgyny was in style, and with Susan’s gorgeous face and tall lean body she easily scored modeling gigs, gaining opportunities to travel overseas to Europe and the UK. It was a good excuse to run away, but still Susan couldn’t leave behind the battle going on inside. Everyone around her said that he had what it took to become a supermodel. It wasn’t long before the drugs, alcohol and her behaviour was out of control again and she was sent packing back to the US.
Homeless, living on the streets, hustling and prostituting to get by, Susan hit rock bottom. She was sent to another rehab program.
“This was a community rehab center for those on the edge, and it was really hard but the best thing that could have happened to me. The program made me take responsibility for my life and my actions. It also helped me realise where my real issues lay… it made me face and accept that I am a man,” says Buck.
With the program complete, Susan started officially living as a man. He got a job working in a warehouse; he got a girlfriend and started rebuilding his life. But it wasn’t till the fateful day when he came across the film Gendernauts that featured a female to male transsexual, that Buck realised that he needed to start the process of becoming a man, not just psychologically but physically.
“You’ve gotta understand that it was a very different time I lived in when I was going through all this. No one even knew female to male sex change surgery was even an option, especially me.”
You can imagine how much the realisation of that possibility changed my life! No one I knew had done it… and then I saw that amazing movie.”
Buck Angel’s body was at least ten years in the making – a slow, thought out and planned regimen of transformation that included psychiatry, hormones, surgery and a hell of a lot of gym sessions. Buck was in no rush, taking plenty of time to properly research and inquire about his options. Finding the right professional for each step with the right caring nurturing attitude was essential, but even then there were limitations.
“Anyone who knows me knows that I’m a total perfectionist. I mean, just look at my body, my chest surgery. Even looking at the latest surgical developments don’t really offer anything close to a real penis. There are often many complications, risk of infections after surgery, severe scaring and after all that, they aren’t that big. My toys are way better!” he laughs. “What I’ve got works perfectly and it gives me lots of options. I decided to keep my vagina. I’m still a man… just a man with a pussy.”
Is a man with a vagina still a man? Buck is quick to share his perspective on that.
“What is a man? If a man loses his genitals in say a car accident, are you not a man anymore? Of course you are. Being a man is more about what’s in your head than what your body looks like.”
The whole idea of transsexuals is largely an abstract concept to most people, many of whom have probably never consciously met a transsexual. The reason that Buck Angel is so challenging is that he makes those concepts real, and by his very existence throws our narrow definitions of gender into question. What is a man? How do you know you are one? What if you’re attracted to him – what does that make you?
Given that the gay and lesbian, transsexual and porn communities are often so marginalised and ostracised, you’d expect that Buck Angel would find acceptance or at least understanding there, but nothing could be further from the truth.
“Nearly all my lesbian friends disowned and rejected me during and after my change. They saw it as me rejecting my womanhood and lesbian sexuality… and they took that very personally. They were fine with me dressing butch, getting tatts and strapping down my breasts, but once it came to hormones and surgery it was a whole different story. I quickly learned who my real friends were, but that was a very isolating experience.
“To many of the trans activists, at least the ones in the States, I’m held up as an example of what not to be, and I’ve personally witnessed situations where some very nasty personal things have been said about me… painful, uninformed and hurtful things. They might show stills or clips from my movies and cast judgment, totally without context or without ever allowing me the right to share my perspective. It’s unfair and it’s a real shame too, because my point of view is valid.”
And then there was the porn industry that in the beginning was terrified of what Buck Angel represented. Studios and individuals simply refused to work with Buck initially. Buck wasn’t just a trans man who liked women, but also ‘loves being fucked by men’. There wasn’t really anyone out there like him and that was challenging. But in porn, money talks.
While working as a warehouse worker, Buck also found an interest in the Internet and web design. With his very supportive girlfriend, he started his own porn website which at first featured still images of himself and then eventually small amateur movies. So successful was the site that it brought enough attention to score a 12-picture deal with a porn studio; the first female to male transgender porn star to be signed up to a major studio. He made Cirque Noir with big gay porn studio Titan Men becoming the first transsexual to ever appear in one of their films. He also started creating his own films and online video content that has done outstandingly well. Films like Buckback Mountain, V For Vagina and Bang For Your Buck.
It wasn’t too long before the industry realised that a huge market that existed for the kind of porn that Buck was making and before long he had amounted a substantial filmography. It was also apparent that he was a brilliant performer. In 2007 Buck Angel was not only nominated for Transsexual performer of the year, but he actually took out the title. It was a proud day for Buck Angel.
Since that fateful award win, his career highlights include being a special guest at the infamous Black Party and being a performer in Stairway To Hell for the Jim Rose Circus. Buck has also been captured by various artists and photographers internationally. US photographer Joe Oppedisano captured an amazing image of Buck that he included in his publication Testosterone. When publishers said they did not want the image of Buck Angel in Testosterone, Oppedisano apparently said ‘either the picture stays or there will be no book’.
Buck is also one of 12 enigmatic people, including singer Michael Jackson and model Kate Moss, to have their entire body cast in gold by UK artist Marc Quinn. He has been interviewed by publications worldwide and has been a guest on countless television shows including talk show Maury Povich. Buck Angel is a phenomenon with legions of fans around the world, especially in Australia where he hopes to visit soon.
“It has always been a dream of mine to come to Australia. That is definitely something that I’d like to do soon. I have so many fans there… in fact it’s one of my biggest fan bases in the world,” says Buck. “I get the impression that you Aussies really understand where I’m coming from. I’d love to do Mardi Gras! It looks so amazing and I’d love to be a part of that.”
It’s the day before Buck’s birthday, and he ends the interview by reflecting on his life so far, and the wisdom he’s gathered along the way.
“You need to live your life on your terms, and not let other people tell you what’s right for you. You know what feels right for you. If people reading your article walk away with anything, I hope it’s that message.”
buckangelent
Wednesday, June 10th 2009 02:46:50 PM
BOOTSTRAPING BUCK
Ok I know that not everyone in the world loves what I do. I would be an idiot to think otherwise. But when and article is written about the trans community and how there is this absence of trans men in porn and the article features only a photo of me( which they never asked to use) and also blurbs from everyone but me I find this a bit strange.
So I made a comment on the site about why I felt there was an absence of trans men in porn.
Well then I get these comments about me that are quite funny and a bit on the fucked up side. You know it is always on these boards that these people write shit about me, they never have the balls to either email me or confront me in person and that really pisses me off. But I guess when your a pioneer you are always going to have people jealous of your achievements. And this is what it looks like to me. Here are the comments.. Also, Buck's classist "bootstraps!!!" attitude toward the trans male community has reached epically comical proportions. Dude is a self-parody. Hear hear! I admit, being a Trans man myself, I was interested in Buck Angel when I first heard of him, but what I've seen from him --both in jpeg and in attitude-- is something I'd rather not associate with. You're right, his "bootstraps!!!" attitude is totally classist (easy to say that when you're already sitting on a modest fortune), and in all honesty, I'm just not into his whole Bear-aesthetic, either. He's a parody of what a hint of extra testosterone "will do to ya'". I can't take him seriously, not even as an adult entertainer.
Now what makes people think I am sitting on a modest fortune? And if I am then it is all from my own hard work, Why is this a bad thing? You see why I get such a bad taste in my mouth from the "ftm Community" Jesus people I do more for your community than you can even imagine and not because I want anything but because I feel like doing community service is part of being a good pioneer. Fuck maybe I will just start donating my time and money to some other org.
Please take a minute to read the article and comment if you like.
All I can say is it feel's so good to be back in the hot Yucatan!! My trip to Toronto was partly great and partly a fucking disaster. I woke up on the morning I was to fly out feeling like crap. I had the chills but just thought I had a flu and I would ride it out for a couple days and get better since I am so healthy. So I arrive in Toronto and the first thing that happens of course is customs. For some reason they do not like me, I always get pulled over and interrogated. And thats just what happened! So after the bitch goes through all of my papers and calls Sergio my manager to see if I am really staying with him..He was so pissed too, She lets me go and then I have to pass another bitch who asked me all the same questions( mind you I feel like crap so I am really not in the mood) So she gets pissy with me and sends me to have my bags checked. Thank god it was a gay man!! He basically saw my big dildo and said "ok see you on church street this weekend!"
So my friend Todd picks me up at the airport( waiting one hour as I was in customs being fucked with) Buys me a coffee gives me some pill for my really bad headache and drives me back to his place. I get a shower eat something and need to sleep because I feel like crap and have to go do The Edge Radio show in the morning and the Proud FM in the afternoon.
Fab magazine did a funny little piece on me and Madonna. I also did a really cool interview for fab at the Bathhouse. The photos are going to be awesome.
I wake feeling like a truck hit me but I cannot cancel anything I am scheduled for. So I take some cold meds and off I go. The interview was a blast the guys at the station were awesome. I posted part of the interview on my youtube for you to see. The rest will be on my reality show on buckangel.com
This is a pic of me and the guys at the edge
After the show I went back to Sergios to rest a bit and then we were off to Proud FM and Shaun Proulx
That interview was great as always. Shaun is so good to me and one of the first guys that really took me serious. I will always love him for that!!
Then back home for the night to rest because the next day I have a photo shoot with Kenny Lee He was so on that day!! We had such a great shoot even though I showed up feeling like shit and really just wanting to be in bed. I am so happy I did it because the photos are amazing. I am putting the galleries on buckangel.com but here is a taste for you.
So after the shoot I went home and dropped again..oh yes I forgot to tell you. Everyday I am feeling worse,Every night I am sweating and going through my sheets and clothes 3 times. My head feels like it is going to explode. I wake up on sunday morning and I have to do the Come As You Are workshop. I just can't believe I have to do this but I do. There is no way I can cancel.I showed up to a sold out workshop and felt very out of it but thanks to the cold meds I was able to perform. I told the crowd that I was feeling bad just so they knew if I was not doing a great job why that was. Anyway the workshop was great and everyone liked it so I am happy.
Monday came and I was suppose to shoot a scene but there was no way as I was really feeling bad. I had to go do an interview with Much Music which is the same thing as MTV but for Canada. That went well and back home I went to get into bed. The sweats and chills were really getting to me now.
I awoke tuesday at 4 am and could not sleep. I was sweating and started having problems breathing. Sergio decided to take me to the hospital. We went to the Woman Hospital Emergency and they asked why I did not come sooner. They proceeded to do some tests and asked me my background. I told them I was a transsexual man and also that I worked in the adult industry. Right then I could see it..They asked if I was HIV Positive. I said no I get tested often for work but I could see how they were already judging me. They took blood and x-rayed my chest and said I had a bad flu to go home and rest.
The next day I got a call from the hospital that I had something in my lungs and am I sure I am not HIV positive because they thought I had HIV related pneumonia. I kept telling them no but can't they look at my HIV test that they took. So they said I should come back to the hospital for a CT of my chest. The next day wed. is when I was having the hardest time to breath so I went back and the doctor admitted me to the hospital. I could barely walk.
Sergio and Todd were by my side every second. They are such great guys and really took amazing care of me. I don't know what I would have done if I was alone.
They did the CT and took about 60 bottles of blood. I was so over it. I kept sweating and my head felt like it was run over by a truck. So 3 days later they still had no idea what I had but since they were giving me antibiotics I was feeling much better. They said they thought I had pneumonia. So after 4 days in the hospital and my wife flying up to see me as she was so freaked out , They let me out.
I went back to Sergios and took a bath. While my wife was bathing me she found a tick embedded in my chest!!! It was alive. I could not even believe what I was seeing. That was the problem all along. I was sick from the tick! I must have gotten it from home in the Yucatan as we have tons of trees and lots of dogs!
Obviously I had to cancel my trip to Amsterdam and NYC. They were all very concerned and very cool about me canceling. I have never had to cancel shows before so I was not happy but everyone was so nice and more concerned about me getting better.
So I flew back wed and have been recovering since. Feeling a bit weak but way better. I am hungry all the time. I lost like 10 pounds..UGG!! that makes me mad. I am now seeing a doctor here in mexico to follow up so hopefully I am on my way to the gym soon.
Thanks so you all for sending me such nice emails and wishes. It made me feel so good!
WOOF!!
Buck Angel®
buckangelent
Tuesday, March 10th 2009 04:45:13 PM
Bizarre and Cursed!
Many many years ago before my sex change and when I was a "female" model I was hired to do a music video for Porno for Pyros and the song was" Cursed female" how perfect is that!!
I have since found this video on line and wanted to share it with you as I think it so cool to see how much I have changed even though I do think I look like a little boy. I have accomplished what my dream was which was to become a man. I really hope you enjoy watching this and maybe even some of you remember this video. Actually it was banned in the USA for a while and when I did it I remember that people on MTV could not believe that I was a "girl" and there was a big up roar about me even then!!
A couple years ago Bizarre magazine sent me to London to do 2 commercials for them. They were take offs on two very popular tv ads. It was so much fun and I think they came out really cool. Here they are and I hope you think they are as funny as I do! Buck Angel TV Ad link one
Man Vegas is such a trip. I love going to the adult show because I get to see people I only see there once a year and it's always such high energy as people are networking like crazy. This year I really did some great networking and also more people were familiar with me and my work.
I signed at the Hotmovies booth. They are so awesome to me. They had Joanna Angel and Ron Jeremy signing but they still made room for little old me.
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I also was lucky enough to get to sign at the Free Speech booth. I am a huge supporter of the FSC. They do so much for the adult industry. If you are not familiar with them check them out.
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Then I headed over to the Adam and Eve booth to do an interview with Playboy radio. I saw Carlos Batt and April Flores who just did the movie" Voluptuous Biker Babes" Check it out. My friend Darklady wrote the script.
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That's enough info for now. I will be writing about the AVN Awards Show next post.
WOOF!!
Buck Angel
buckangelent
Monday, January 05th 2009 04:35:36 PM
EVEN MORE BANG 2 AVN NOMINATED
I am so happy because my newest film EVEN MORE BANG FOR YOUR BUCK 2 has received 2 AVN nominations this year. AVN is the adult industry awards show in Las Vegas. It is basically the Oscar show of the porn world. Everyone comes and there is also a big show for 3 days at the Sands Convention center where you can meet your favorite porn star. So wish me luck because I am just one of the little guys!
The other cool thing is I was also nominated for transsexual performer of the year. This is my 3 year nominated.
London again! It's amazing how much I have traveled to London this year. I love the city and the people. They totally understand me and have totally appreciation for my work. The Erotica Show in London is basically a pretty straight venue so I was not sure how they would treat me. Most everyone there has never heard of me..or so I thought. The crazy thing was that Sexcetera (Playboy TV show) was aired the week before I came. So crazy! So many of the people had seen me on tv and recognized me. It actually made it much easier for them to deal with me I think because they had a chance to hear my whole life story.
The funny thing was that people still could not get their heads around what I was. Even though the show guide said Iw as a transsexual. most people thought I was a born a man and cut my cock off and added a pussy. You know like I had said a million times that is a total compliment. So after my shows I would walk around the show floor and hand out my cards and I also signed at Hotmovies booth and Strictly Broadband booth so I got good exposure.
I love doing the show with TG. All the performers were amazing. Check out this photo Gallery here of the show and all the performers.
The crowd for the shows was pretty large and everytime I finished with pulling my shorts off and my cock falling off you could actually hear the crowd gasp! It was such a cool sound! I have some great film footage of this that I will be posting on the new members sections of buckangel.com
During the time I was there I had a film crew from French TV documenting me for a tv show I will be on in France. It should be airing in Feb. so I will keep you posted. I will write more about that soon.
Keep checking out my blog for a bunch of new col stuff going on with me and my world!
WOOF!!
Buck Angel
buckangelent
Saturday, November 01st 2008 08:26:31 PM
Shooting with Ed Powers
Hey All,
Just returning after 10 days of a very hectic trip to Los Angeles. I was flown out there by the famous porn director Ed Powers to shoot for him. He is putting together a book with Justin Lubin( mainstream photographer) all about people in the sex industry. They picked like 10 people to be in in this book and I was one of them. WOW what an amazing experience. Ed is such a really cool guy and we have become life long friends. Justin the photographer is also pretty amazing. He was so cool and was so interested in who I was and just so cool about the whole thing. This book is going to be totally killer.
So they did an interview with me and also shot a sex scene with Wolf Hudson. He is very Hot and sexy and we shot a great scene. He made me cum pretty fast I had to hold off a couple times.
So after two days of shooting I was scheduled to be on the Playboy Radio show with Christy Canyon and Debbie Diamond. They were so amazing and totally fun. When I said I love real boobs on women they both pulled them out so fast I got slapped in the face!! I had tons of phone ins to talk to me about my work and the guys were all really cool who called in and really supportive of what I have done in the industry.When I left they told me I had more call ins than anyone else and that they usually only have guests on for 30 minutes but i was there for an hour. Totally crazy!
Most of the rest of the time in Los Angeles I drove like crazy That city is all about driving. I worked out every morning at Gold's Gym with my kid Rebekka Armstrong. She is awesome and taught me new stuff at the gym. Then I drove to EPOCH to meet with them about my websites and they are so cool there. They are so helpful and I really love doing business with them! I highly recommend them.
Then my last night there I met with one of my very old freinds E.G. Daily. She is pretty famous for voice over work and many cool movies. She is so awesome and just such a down to earth girl. We hung out at her house and I helped her upload videos to her YouTube.
Finally I am home and now I am getting ready to leave for London again. I am working with Torture Garden and performing at Erotica Ball. Then I just got contacted by Madrid to be on a TV show there as well. I am also in contact with France TV to do a show for them as well. All I can say is my hardwork is paying off and thanks to all my cool fans for helping me get there.
So here I am in London again but this time I have the amazing luck to be working with Marc Quinn the famous British artist who has done some incredible art. How did I get to be doing this?? I am just a porn star!!
I got to London last week and basically took it easy for the couple days before I had to show up to the studio. It is a very long trip from Mexico I basically miss a whole day just on travel. Really tough on the body.
On Monday I showed up to the studio not knowing what to expect as I have never posed for a sculpture before. Marc was already there( Oh I had met him the day I flew in just to say hi) he is a very cool guy. Great energy and I felt totally comfortable from the start. So after discussing some details we were right into it.
There are a couple people he works with to help get everything together and sculpt the piece. Basically I stripped down and stood on a round board that they move inch by inch as the photographer snaps photos from every angle. I have to stay in the pose and yes of course I had my big fat cigar in my mouth!! It is not easy to stay in that position for a long time. My arms kept cramping up.
So after about 4 hours of doing this Marc had lunch with me. Also he had gone bird hunting the day before and had brought back some fresh bird for lunch. He skinned it in front of me and it was really cool seeing that because I have never done that before.
After lunch we were done for the day. I was to return the follow morning at 10 am.
The next day I show up at 10 am and we get started. This time they are casting my hand and feet in the position that the sculpture will be in. Those photos are in the gallery here on my space check them out. That was cool because they came out so real I could not believe it. I guess they always cast hands and feet because they are hard to make look real.
So now I will return on Monday to work with him again on another piece. I will let you know more about that soon. You can see the gallery on my FaceBook here
London is great as always. I meet with David from Torture Garden to do a performance here in November at the Erotica Show. So looks like I will be returning soon. But before that I will be off to Brazil as my films are showing at the MIX film festival there and I will be performing.
Keep checking out my sites and my blogs to see whats going on in my life!
WOOF Buck Angel
buckangelent
Saturday, August 09th 2008 07:30:44 AM
Edinburgh Fringe Festival
Woke up this morning feeling totally stuffed up and hungover( I don't even drink!) Must be from all the other people drinking like mad here. I think I have a "pretend hangover" My shows are every night at midnight sometimes later depending on how late the show goes before us.
If you don't know what I am talking about I am in Edinburgh at the Fringe Festival performing with Jim Rose in a theater production called "STAIRWAY TO HELL" Combines both the Shock and Awe of the Jim Rose Circus with the rock and roll comedy of "Spinal Tap"
I am having so much fun doing the show because I have never done a theater production before. The show got the cover of the festival review guide in the SCOTSMAN Paper and the centerfold double page. We are getting great press here. This is a photo from he paper.
The band is totally fun to work with. As are the girls.The guys have just been so amazing and fun. They have no problems with having a man with a pusy hanging out. They act like I am totally normal. Here is a fun picture of us
Jim Rose is totally great fun. He has totally respect for me and my work. We are doing these shows every night and I can feel it in my body the late nights staying up and getting up late and then going to the gym. I think Jim feels the same way I do. Here is a great shot of us before the show.
The show is pretty crazy! I play a security guard who has to break up a fight and then I strip down from my clothes to reveal my pussy, All to the shock of the audience. They freak out and just cannot believe I have a "vagina" as Jim would say. It is so fun to watch all the people freak out. I think my body has pumped up good for the show so I look even more like a big ass security guard. After the show we all dance around and run through the audience. This is a really great shot from that.
The show has been getting good attendance. We sold out a couple times already!
I have taken some video from the show that I will be posting in my members section of www.transexual-man.com. This is something you won't want to miss I assure you. If you are here in Edinburgh at the festival be sure to come see the show. It is really cool. It is at the Underbellys Udderbelly the big purple upside down cow.
While I was here I got invited to a small screening of a documentary Ni Coupables, Ni Victimes which is a short documentary from the 2005 Brussels conference on sex workers' rights. It was at someones home and I had such a great time. Nine invited me she works for the sex workers project here and a magazine called SKINNY that will do an interview with me later on.
I will check in a bit later to let you know more about what is happening here in rainy Edinburgh!!
All I can say is WOW! Alaska is so awesome. I cannot believe I have never been before. The mountains and glaciers are just mind blowing. I had been on a cruise before in Mexico and said I would never go on a cruise again because it was so gross..on many levels. But this cruise was the BEST. I went on a Celebrity Cruise. That ship is first class. The food was perfect. They had a great gym. I worked out two times a day. I did a spinning class in the morning and a weight workout at night. Bad thing is a returned with a cold..UGG!! I think I did not rest enough. But how could I with so much to see. I highly recommend this cruise!
I just put up a new photo galley for you to see all my amazing photos of my Alaska trip . I even put some pics of me in my suit looking like a "normal" guy:) Click here
BUT the BEST part of my trip was this amazing place I found in Ketchikan Alaska called Dolly's House(google it). It is an old brothel( or whore house as I like to call it!) Just amazing. So historical and Dolly was so amazing. The history of this place is so cool. I took a tour and filmed some of the house so I could make a small movie for you to see. You can also see photos in the photo gallery above.
I have another video I am making of the glaciers next.
Well now I am on my way to NYC for 5 days then off to Edinburgh for the festival. Hope to see some of you there.
WOOF!!
Buck Angel
buckangelent
Tuesday, July 08th 2008 07:45:39 PM
Buck Off Again!
Well I took about a month and a half off off from traveling to concentrate on my websites,blogs and Live Cam Shows. It has been great to just rest and not travel. I have been working out pretty hard. Been doing 30-45 minutes of cardio in the morning and then going to the gym at around 2pm. I started doing just one body part a session. I was doing two body parts before but felt like I needed a change and I have really seen some improvements with my body. I have been getting really nice feedback on FLIRT4FREE. The guys love my ass:) Funny because I never thought my ass was that great, But the squats have really helped out. Those guys on the FLIRT4FREE are so funny. Lots of them do know who I am. Not at first but then when I tell them I am the man with the pussy they totally freak out! Not in a bad way.But more like "WOW is that really you" and then they just really get into me. I love that most of these guys are so openminded about me and that I turn them on. Boy have things changed. I remember when I first started. Most guys just freaked out on me and talked so much shit. Of course there are guys who talk shit but lots of guys in the room totally respect me and get all over those guys! You should come check out my shows I think you will enjoy it! Specially if you have never seen one before. Just click on this link. FLIRT4FREE/BUCKANGEL I am doing some major updating on my website www.transexual-man.com these days because I will be off to Alaska,NYC and Scotland soon, More about that below. The next update is PIGASS. One of my most hardcore films. You can see it here. These are just a tease to get you all HOT!
I am off to Alaska for a much needed mini vacation on a cruise for 7days. Then when I return I have 4 days at home and I leave for NYC July 23-27. I will be performing at the BOX. After that I am off to perform at the Edinburgh Festival with Jim Rose! This is so exciting and cool. Please check out the website for more info! I will be there July 29-August 15. I feel so honored to be working with Jim Rose! Wow!!
Thanks so much for keeping up with me and my life hope you enjoy!! WOOF Buck Angel
buckangelent
Sunday, May 18th 2008 06:15:01 PM
Trannies of OC
Back in NYC again! I went home for like 3 days unpacked my bags repacked my bags and got my suit for the bat Mitzvah( my first suit and my first Bat Mitzvah). Hit the road on Thursday. Checked into the Bryant Park Hotel. My buddy Audacia Ray contacted her friend who is one of the head guys there and he was so happy to have me stay there he treated me like a King! Gave me an amazing room with a view and so big in felt like an apartment. I just can't believe how amazing people are to me in NYC! I feel like everyone there totally appreciates my work more than anywhere in the USA.
So after one night in the city we took off for upstate NY. Holy Shit..I had to drive the rental car. Not fun in NYC. But I made it out the city alive and to the Super 8 motel. HAA!! So funny after being in the Bryant Park Hotel. But at least it had a small gym in it. So the next day off to the Bat Mitzvah. What a great experience. I am not a religious guy but I fully enjoyed the experience I had. I learned so much about the Jewish relgion. Very cool and really very positive and loving compaired to the christian stuff I have been exposed too.
GOD! I cannot believe the fucking crap that is called television these day!! People talk shit about what I am doing. Jesus Christ that fucking crap on tv is way worse than any movie I could ever put out. At least my stuff is teaching positive things about sex and gender. My god that "house wifes of orange county" It is totally fucked up. I am completely shocked. They are like stepford wifes. Really what a shame..The only good thing about the show is that they look like a bunch of HOT ass tranny girls I know. They should make a show called the "Trannies of OC" I bet that would be a hit! Man I need to get my own show don't you think?
Oh I almost forgot. When I was at the Bat Mitzvah I was going to the toilet and I saw this awesome pic on the wall of Hillary. I think it is like 20 years old. I just love it!
My buddy Michael Alago sent me some of the new pics we took when I was in NY last week. WOW they are pretty awesome. I really like this one it is so pornstar. So I will see him tomorrow and we will go over some of the shots to pic out the best ones. He is really good. He just have a small digital but really knows how to capture that great lighting. let me know what you think.
If you haven't checked out my website in a while I have tons of great stuff on there( that's where all the nasty stuff is) go here to see it www.transexual-man.com
I also just put up a new video blog that you can see here buckangelvideos.com
Thanks again for checking me out and if you have any suggestions just let me know!
WOOF!
Buck Angel
buckangelent
Tuesday, May 13th 2008 11:53:40 AM
EVEN MORE BANG 2
Just returned from my London/NYC trip. I was on the road for 12 days which always takes me away from my web stuff because life on the road is so exhausting. Well I already wrote about London so I will tell you a bit about my time in NYC which is always fun.
First the BOX always takes great care of me and put me up at the Maritime Hotel. They have these awesome windows in the room that are like portholes on a ship. So I took a photo of mself the first day I got there. Then I had a photo shoot with my photographer buddy Micheal Alago. He is so cool. I have his photo on my new business card.
So I got an email from a reality show that might want to have me on. I am not going to say much more about it but if it happens this could be totally awesome for me. The exposure would be huge. I have been working with my buddy Figs in London on a show for me. He works really hard for me because he believes I have something positive to bring to the world of television!
I performed everynight at the BOX. It is a place of celebrities and good looking people. My friend Molly Crabapple the artist is there all the time now sketching the shows and the people who are there. I was lucky enough to see her. She was so surprised to see me because I did not let anyone know I was going to be there. She made this awesome sketch of my show.
I also got to meet Johnny Fayva who was part of the show. He is totally amazing, Check out his website it is great. He is so fucking funny and a really cool guy.
My new movie EVEN MORE BANG FOR YOUR BUCK 2 has just been released. You can get it at my shop. I really appreciate you all supporting my work. Times are tough I know that, Thanks to this fucked up government but you know we all need porn!
I just signed up for my new webcam shows that I will be doing on Flirt 4 Free. Check me out there after May 22 I will be going on fulltime.
This is a great photo David Hawe in Toronto took of me when I was there performing. Some were published in FAB magazine there.
I have tons of great new footage for my reality show on transexual-man.com so go check out the site. It is the only website of it's kind on the net. You won't be disappointed. It is ALL exclusive and you very rarely get that anymore.
Also the second half of my interview I did at AIDS COMMITTEE TORONTO has been posted here
Off to NYC again in a couple days will check in when on the road. I am sure I forgot to tell you something so if I remember I will post again before I leave.
Sorry for the long delay between posts but I just returned from my trip to Toronto. WOW what a great trip that was. I am pretty wiped out from that short fast trip but it was super productive. Let me break it down for you..
First off every day I was there I had like 2 to 3 interviews lined up. Come As You Are the sex shop that brought me there and is also my exclusive Canadian distributor had hired a PR company to work it for me and boy did they! They were awesome. I am just going to put a link to all the interviews here so you can check them out.
The rest of the interviews were for papers and radio. I did a radio interview at the University of Toronto and have a copy I will post soon and PROUD FM. CBC came to interview me before my workshop and that should be up in the summer. I will also be in the next issue of FAB magazine.
So I got in thursday and right from that moment started interviews. Then Friday night I had my show at GOODHANDY'S which was so great. The place was packed and I also sold a ton of my DVDs. I video taped the show and will be putting that on my members site TRANSEXUAL-MAN.COM soon. Here is a great shot from the show and with Shaun Prolux of PROUD FM
So the workshops at Come As You Are went really well. I was so happy I had such a great turn out. I sold out each workshop!! People were really respectful and asked great questions. It felt really great to be able to show people how a positive attitude can change everything. I am sure many people walked away feeling great because I got some great emails telling me so. I also did a workshop Q&A at AIDS COMMITTEE TORONTO. I had a packed house there as well. It feels so good to be able to speak at places like that because as you know I am all about safe sex. Here is a a nice quote from the director of the committee:
We had a lot of people from the trans community who has asked really great questions, and we also had a lot of women and gay men too. While people were lining up to get autographs from you, women approached me about the female condom asking to look at it and talk about it to me. I was taken aside by gay men who thanked me for the event. I was approached by one man in a business suit who came very late and seemed very nervous, and was sad he missed your event, but cheered up when I told him about the audio pod cast. A lot of safer sex literature was taken and a lot of condoms and trans packs too. You made a lot of people happy at our event - thank you so much. And thanks for complimenting our oral sex campaign!
OMG! I won a Feminist Porn Award! HAA!! That is pretty cool. I won "BOUNDARY BREAKER OF THE YEAR" Here is a pic of me with my award!
I hope I didn't miss anything but if I did I will post more later. I just heard from London and NYC and they want to book me so I need to go make plans for that. I will let you all know where I will be soon.
Please don't forget to check out all my websites and tahnks for supporting my work so I can keep making hot alternative porn!!
I have been in Mexico for over a month now which is the longest I have spent time at my home in a very long time. It feels good to have a chance to spend time with my family and catch up on working out hard and finishing up my new film. The film should be released next month. EVEN MORE BANG FOR YOUR BUCK #2 is the title. I will be releasing a small sample trailer soon so check my shop.
Now I am getting ready for my next tour which is Toronto. Come As You Are has brought me out to do some workshops for them. I feel very excited because they are two topics I feel very passionate about. BECOMING A PORN PIONEER and Becoming Sexually Comfortable. Check out the website for more info. I am also performing at GOODHANDY's. I will be doing a DVD signing and also a live show. If your in town you should come see. On April 8th I am going to be at AIDS COMMITTEE TORONTO doing A Sexploration Event featuring: An Evening with Buck Angel
Toronto seems to love Buck! I am getting tons of requests for interviews. On Saturday April 5 I wil go to the University of Toronto for a radio Interview. I will keep you posted on where you can listen in.
I will be casting for a new film with FTM guys. So email me if your interested. I already have some really hot guys lined up. It has been s hard to find the right guys for the film but when its done it is going to rock!!
Check out my VOD shop where you can download all my films. I also have lots of other cool films on there for you to check out!
So now you can vote for me at the Pill Awards. I am nominated for a SEXY PILL AWARD. GO HERE TO VOTE FOR ME!
I have a new mailing list for my websites and video releases. Please sign up to keep up with all the new stuff going on in my crazy world. Sign up here
My membership site has tons of great new stuff on it. I am updating every week with hot new video clips, photo gallery or my hot new reality show.
As many of you know I was lucky enough to have been casted in a Titan Mens film called CIRQUE NOIR. It was the first time a transsexual man has ever been cast in a major gay adult film. The movie shocked the hell out of the gay porn industry and has since become a sort of cult porn film. It is beautifully shot and has some of the hottest gay porn stars in the business. I feel very proud of this film.
I still get feedback from fans or people who have become my fans about this film. I want to share this latest email that I received as I think it says so much. It really makes me feel so proud of my work. Please check out the movie here CIRQUE NOIR
Also here are some shots from the film to really get your juices flowing!!
Hi, Buck –
I rented Cirque Noir a while ago, and just bought the extended version, based primarily on your participation in it. I’d never seen or heard of you before this vid came out, but the idea of a “man with a pussy” – especially fuckin’ butch man – intrigued me.
And all I can say – as a 100%, Kinsey 6, gay man – after watching your scenes in both versions is WOW!
I have never ever ever wanted to have anything to do with pussy (being a big ol’ bottom may have something to do with that) but your performance in Cirque Noir really flipped my switch. Great body, butch as all fuck-out, and believe it or not, your cunt turns me on! I love its smoothness and that big clit. I really got off on watching Tober Brandt work your clit during the watersports sequence.
So let’s just say that you’ve turned this 100% gay guy into someone who would gladly go down and eat (and fuck) pussy – but only if that pussy was on a butch FTM man.
Congrats on giving me a huge hardon!
Brad
BTW – Your interview on the bonus disc was also very good. I assume that you’ve endured a helluva lot of these “What’s it like . . ?” sessions before, but even so you very much impressed me with your grace and your attitudes toward sex and gender.
This is so cool. I feel like the chicks are really digging my work these days! Just in the last couple days I have had tons of women join my website and then this:
The girls at Hotmoviesforher.com were nice enough to interview me for their site!
And I got a nomination for a Feminist Porn Award! This is the email I just recieved:
Congratulations!
This letter is to notify you of your nomination for a 2008 Good For Her Feminist Porn Award.
Since 2006, Good For Her (www.goodforher.com) has been honoring the best and brightest in erotic entertainment. Nominated films are selected based on the presence of at least 2 out of 3 criteria: First, that they demonstrate genuine female pleasure and women getting their fair share of pleasure. Second, that women had a substantial hand in creating the film--either as producers, directors or cinematographers. Third, that the film expands the range of sexual expression for women. Plus, it has to be hot!
This year, we are expanding the Good For Her Feminist Porn Awards into 2 nights – the first, held on Friday April 4th in Toronto, Ontario Canada at the Gladstone Hotel (http://www.gladstonehotel.ca) will be an awards ceremony unlike any other, complete with saucy entertainment, feasts for the eyes and ears and plenty of glass butt plug trophies handed out. The second part is a screening of clips from nominated and honoured films at the Revue Cinema (www.revuecinema.ca) including filmmaker Q&A (and popcorn!) on Saturday, April 5th.
Good For Her cordially invites you to attend either or both of these events. Please RSVP as soon as possible.
Thanks again for contributing some of the best erotic expression out there today, and good luck!
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I love that most of these guys are so openminded about me and that I turn them on. Boy have things changed. I remember when I first started. Most guys just freaked out on me and talked so much shit. Of course there are guys who talk shit but lots of guys in the room totally respect me and get all over those guys! You should come check out my shows I think you will enjoy it! Specially if you have never seen one before. Just click on this link. 
